If you’ve lost someone you love a lot, maybe you can relate to this poem I found recently:

Some Days

They tell me life’s a journey

That will take me many years

Some days are filled with laughter

And some days are filled with tears

Some days I think my heart will break

That I can’t persevere

Some days I have to don a mask

And hide beneath its veneer

Some days I turn and look for you

With thoughts I’d like to share

Some days I just can’t understand

The reason you’re not there

Some days the sadness leaves

And my smile will reappear

Some days I close my eyes because

Your memory is so clear

Some days I struggle to go on

Just wishing you were near

Most days I spend in gratitude

That you were ever here

(author unknown)